guy

i met a guy in my lecture...
a cute guy..
ermmm..he look like the one that i an nian when i was form 5 tuition.
haha..misshim..
but i dunoe him..
never talk to him before..
i tau his name...
n i did met him when i go out yam cha at TBR..
feel like want take my action..
bt c first la...


i really have to upgrade myself before i start a relationship...
this my prinsip...
i did pegang it...


miss u..EDIN...
i hope u knw my existance...

i m right infront...

GONE

is kind a long period i dint make up aldy..



now i in college aldy..
when thk of time n convenience..
i choose not to make up..
i like n use to make up before this..
i thk make up make a girl more lady n of course more pretty..




my after make up look....



last week...my coursemate Reiza and i did have a talk about makeup..
haha..kinda impress her because she can come to college with beautiful make up...
haha...i ask her a lot of make up tips too..
base+foundation+conceal+eyeliner+brow+blusher n last lip...
bt these are all simple n casual make up...

i actually have a difficult time of drawing eyeliner...
i found that i m atually crying everytime after i finish draw my eyeliner..
n my technique also not so good...i always bcm panda at the end..

haha... i thk maybe is my eyeliner quality no good n that why it smudge all over my eye...
gotta get a really quality 1 when i gt enough money...

i like mascara too...
mascara mascara...
lentik lentik ...so cute n make eye bigger also...

i thk i need a eye tap also..make my eye bigger also..

adui...i miss make up..
i thk i want make up to class next week...
bt i shy la..
cz no one frm my fren make up to class..
malu lo..only reiza...bt she aldy biasa lo...n everyone is biasa with her with maka up on face...

dun noe how was my face condition on that monday morning..
ermm....bt if gt time n my face in good condition..i thk i try la ya..

put some color on face...

bt tired ar...
8 am class everyday...
that mean i have to wake up at 6 am!!!!!


bt wat to do oo...
i miss make up...

__KAWAN BARU___

A lot of my fren say i dint update my blog...



but wat i want to say to them is...

sorry..aku tak ada masa..



so this time i thk i want to write a blog about them..



i still remember the first fren that i know in my college is my course mate,Pui Yin..

V only knw each other when i m on the way go back to hostel..

i m the 1 who talk to her 1st..

haha..actually i was first stunned by her beuty..smthg like 一见钟情........

haha..i thk of wan to have a leng lui fren too..

so v know each other...

n i tell her my room number oso..

eventually she stay at hostel oso...sama blok with me oso...

but different floor la..



bt this is actually kinda good hasil that i got of my first day of school..



haha..then v really become good fren untill now..

and i always let her to wait me at the morning because i lambat bangun..



sorry ya...

this is pui yin n me...really stunning rite??

kawan forever ya....











Next..i want to talk about my other course mate pulak...

the first picture from the right is CQ...she is my second fren in the college..

V met on the second day of the school day..

saya n her actually goin the wrong way to DK5..

and i thk she same with me too...very blur ppl...

so i stop n ask her direction...n after sometime only i know she actually same course with me..

v went in dewan kuliah together n sit together too n untill now..

v almost sit together for every class v attended...



haha...very good to have her as my fren..

she wont get angry easily...bt know how to angry..

very good n nice fren...

can bully her...

n she is really leng lui too...

haha...like a teacher..

look very knowledgeable...

v always walk to school together...thank you Ca Quan..



talking about the guy beside her is Ken....

i like to call him Ken _sy...

haha..

cutier..

he is one of the four male in our class...

the last normal male..

very nice n soft spoken ppl...

haha...

an nian by a girl in our course...

bt he now on the go with one of my fren in my course...

two of them very secocok...

if gt chance i really want tell him this...



aiya...

together la...ken....

..apa nak tunggu?



haha..



the next photo is yiki n me...

yeekee=yiki



very calm n teliti girl..

polite but sporty...

really a very good example as a girl...

she is my role model...

very fair too...na sai...!!!



dun worry..i can catch up...



the third pnoto is three of us.....yiki me n cq...

very nice photo...

hope can kawan-kawan forever...





but i got question...



ermmm......who more lenglui in that photo har????






ceryn and me..










friendship ever....Daphe, siew chin, sandy, jessie, shan








kacau people...

sandy and me....

tae-kwando --ing

woooooow....

after i had eager for so many year..at last i really join taekwando aldy...

before this i was kinder worry with my taekwando uniform n searching around just to find second-hand uniform...

in the journey of searching my uniform...i actually called a lot of my fren...

all of them are the fren that i dint contact for long time aldy...

i oso got a lot of new fren hp number too...

thanks ya..thanks alot...!!!

For those who really help me...!!!

even though at last i still buy the new uniform from Master Tan bt i really appreciate it..

earnin taekwando is really my dream since i was small small...
look cool n yeng when wearing the uniform..

but that was just all my innocent thinking...

haha..y i say so??

this is because it is PAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the first lesson is really kill me...kILLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!

we were ask to do all those exercises or they call stretching that the normal people won't do....

but nasib baik jugak la...

i punya urat urat all still ok n kinda open n can i still can manage to do some of the streching part...

i love the streching time the most...

If i m not wrong..

after standard 6 is aldy 6 years i dint sweat that lot aldy...

huuuuuhhhhh......nice..the whole body part is pain but is really rejuvenate n i m relaxed...

bETUL.....I TAK TIPU....

now i only attended 4 class...on the 7 class v got assignment aldy...

takuttttttttt...

but i really look forward for it...

get a colour belt....

hah...this is my next next next next next next hostel roommate...

v join taekwando...

i ajak her to join...

haha...

but i thk now she kinda like taekwando like me too...

she is Sandy...i call her bebe...

Gila Gila sikit...

but really nice..

haha..

hope i can be Master one day at the future oso...

Love Yourself

big misunderstanding !!!!

wow !!!!!!
stupid me...
i check again the KPLSPM application....
arrrr....i found that i misunderstanding their meaning....
actually the list haven come out....
i read wrong !!!!!!


harrr....what a big release when i know that...
wow...feel like want shout out loud now...this really kill me..

the true day of the result out in on 14 April...cant wait for that day to come...
shit shit shit..

haih...maybe i m too nervous about this...

wow...i dun noe how to express my feeling at this moment...
it is very messy and my brain is hanging...

i gotta tell my parent about this...
ystday they was very sad after i tell them..
i cant let them down..

sad day..

my teacher dream broke..



i check KPLSPM today...i m not in list call to interview..
this also indicate that i cant be teacher by this way...
i dun noe what should i do next..
ermm....very sad after i know the result..


sad..



i really hope that i can attend the interview..

kinda regret with my spm result ...so bad....i cant even expect it...too bad...
feel like want to cry out loud..but i cant...i cant let my parent see that..
...

anyway...i have accept this consequences...
i cant blame anyone else...is my own fault...


hope this is a good start for me...